Life <|> Life pissed at me and laughed.

Oh how I hate this point of my life.

Oh life and your stupid circumstances.
Oh life and your fudging regrets.
Oh life and your hateful failures.
Oh life and your deafening nags.
Oh life. Oh life. Oh life.

It's not a mystery to me why I still retain my NGSB status up to now.
I'm afraid. I'm always afraid.
When the moment comes, I run. Like an ass-faced coward, I run.
If I didn't, I'd be filthy rich by now. Probably owning half the world. Owning what you own.

I could have probably removed that (NGSB) status if I didn't run. Didn't cower. Didn't give up.

I always dreamed of being rich, in suit everyday, barking orders like a king, having a hot supermodel-actress-singer girlfriend (LOL!), living in a big mansion by the cliff overlooking the sea, sleeping till 10am (w/c I can do right now *sigh*) and attending parties every night without a care for whatever's going to happen tomorrow. But as I see it, I'm far from it. Besides pathetically leaving 4 subjects (causing me 1 more semester), I'm also a huge m'fudging bum. I've been doing nothing but downloading movies, American shows (that only queue up in my to-watch list.. -_-;;), watch Discovery Channel/History Channel re-runs and growing my 1 pack tab. >___>

Fudge life. I just watch time and people pass by while I waste my own. I really don't have any motivation at all. And I'm too scared to find one. How pathetic. >___>


To sum it up, my life (up to this point) is a total waste. xD

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I've given much thought (surprisingly) of what to do when I die.

I want Linkin Park to rock my funeral. I want my corpse to be wearing a Skull Candy headset with matching sunglasses. Wearing t-shirt that says: Be right back!.

Lol.

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I'm wired. Wired as a dead skull.

Life <|> OJT and other stuff

After 7 weeks of going to my OJT, it's finally going to end tomorrow.

I'm actually kind of sad. For these past weeks, the office was my 2nd home and I learned a lot of things (educational and non educational) and met a lot of great people.

The work load wasn't bad. I was idle most of the time and admittedly bored. But I still had fun because of the mini-sitcoms happening around the office.

It was this week that was most memorable. Sir Albert, Ate Net and Ate Bhona took me with them when they went to Market! Market! and other places. I really enjoyed it esp when we ate isaw. xD

And today, we went to Gilmore to see (and taste) a huge pizza. Lol. Huge pizza is huge.

I hope I meet people like them in the future! :D


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When I was riding LRT2, this girl came in the train. She was beautiful. Lol. She wore this red shirt with a fishbone and 'I'm a kitten' design. Lol.


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Life <|> RP

They say it's a big world out there. Well, I can't argue with that.

Yesterday was Sunday. And we went to RP.

I (finally) completed the set! :D

First Love: Unforgettable Stories Of Getting Weak In The Knees And Falling



Match Made: Stories To Remind You That In The Pursuit Of Love You Can Actually Catch Something



Heartbreak: Stories That Will Stay With You Longer Than Your Ex Did



Call me a sucker for romance stories and a hopeless romantic but this one's a good set. (2 of w/c is autographed by some authors).

I bought 2 of them (First Love and Heartbreak) during some book fair sometime ago but couldn't complete the set till yesterday because it was constantly out of stock. And now they're complete! :D :D :D



Dear Mike, Here's to breaking many many more hearts -Chinggay Labrador

End topic one.

When I was in National Bookstore yesterday, I saw some dad with his kid looking at books about pistols and assault rifles. I seriously wished I was that kid.

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